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I am Man, I am HellI am Man
I’m familiar with the
Hell of my creation
Those broken pieces that
Fall

The shattering words
That stab
The broken bones
That tear
The flesh that clings
desperately to my skin!

I will lead to my own
Destruction
With the death of my silence
The broken pieces inside
How dare they surface!

My insanity
That tear the skin
That holds you together
I am the cause
Of your destruction!

My words…
Slap!
My actions…
Stab!
My life…
Destruction!
My end…
Chaos!

Why do they stand
So close beside me?
When I’ll only
End up becoming the
End of their lives…

When I have
Become the monster!
With my cont

CharcoalI light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

The silence is now louder,
And we are samer than the others.
Though the fire now burns quieter,
We're nothing but fighting brothers.

So I light up all the words you say.
I turn them into birds of prey.
No backing down.
It's the judgement day.
Happy birthday! Aren't we a fact!?

Aren't we lovers? Aren't we a fact?
Let's find a new fate.

Somewhere

people

don't

know

our

ComplicationsI am a constand disappointment

In the life of those I care about

And no matter how much I try

To pull away and shout I wanna break out

I wanna break the silence of my mind

Throw hate at you like acid

Make you believe I’m one of their kind

I want to burn your skin and make you suffer

Just so my words can’t reach you anymore

It’s my final wish, my last deadly offer

Let me go before I break you, dear

You’re too close, you came too near

I don’t know how to handle life

I don’t how to deal with my fear

My nervous complications

Follow no rule and no logic system

I am caught in lunacy and not in con

Don't.Put down the meds,
Pick up a book.
Stop cutting the wrist,
and take a second look.
The world may seem dark,
but it's so full of life!
So don't quit now,
the time isn't right.
Don't tie the noose.
Put the knife away.
It's not the time.
It's not the right day.
There's many things in this world,
both wrong and right.
But don't let the pain
blind your sight.
Many people love you
and can't wait for your smile.
So don't go, don't leave.
Please, stay a while.
Don't let the world try to hurt you.
Many people want to help
and help you get will soon.
Because if you go,
life wouldn't be the same.
So don't pick up the gun.
Live to see another day.

Their Guardian Angel

You think this over.

It's not like you're dead.
They're just humans,
And you're just an angel.
What was it you did?
What was it you said?

One day you're okay.
Then next it's all wrong.
Suddenly you're fighting.
On opposite sides.
All the stuff you hid from them,

You fell so hard,
It hurt you all so.
You were everything to them.
Meant to be and supposed to be,
Protecting them.

You were everything,
A friend a guide,
A hunter with wings.
But when you turned,
You saw Dean fall.

You lost him.
You lost them all.
Castiel what did you do?
Call yourself their guardian angel,
So much for a divine intervention.

Una fiestaHoy me levante con un extraño sueño. Bueno siempre sueño con cosas extrañas, asi que es normal aunque soñe que mucha gente estaba reunida y me decia felicidades pero no entendi.
Fui a desayunar una chocolatada, y como tostadas con dulce de leche. Estaban riquisimas.
Luego me lave los dientes y intente peinarme pero.. solo me agarre el flequillo con una colita y lo tire para atras.
Nada interesante paso, vi anime hasta que a las 11 recibi un mensaje a Facebook de una amiga de Da diciendo "Felicidades por tu primer año en Da. Abri DA a las 6 de la tarde, si?. Prometido ^^"
Pero... porque escribiria eso. Sera hoy el día que me inscribi en DA.
Enciendo la computadora pero me distraigo con canciones. Asi que cuando paso como quince minutos recorde lo que iba hacer. Abro DA y me encuentro con eso. Sinceramente no lo recordaba asi que escribi un journal pero nada más, pero senti que no era suficiente para describirle todo lo que siento p

LossA loss is painful.
People lose things all the time.
Things like games
Limbs
Love
People.
What was lost will never be forgotten.
Loss is etched in your mind and heart like scars on skin.
The hardest thing to lose
Would be a person.
One moment they're there
And then they're not
Forever.
Like a sadistic magician's trick
Death makes you lose.
Of all the foes man has ever faced
The only one they will never beat
Is the one locked in their bodies.
Eating away at cells day by day
Hour by hour
Minute by minute
Second by second
We are dying
Piece
By
Piece
We come apart.
Humanity
Is
The
True
Living Dead

Self DestructionBreath as thick and heavy as melted caramel in the night
Sweat dew heavily across trembling skin
The humid air is heavier than elephants
No time to hesitate
No second guessing
The decision was made prior to this point
Cold metal feels like needles against clamy fingers
Moist tongue dampens dry lips
Deadly eyes narrow on the sleeping innocent figure
Slow, calm breathing- REM
Content sigh, unknowing
Stop delaying
Muscles contract
The slightest squeeze
All the cosmos explode into deep red silence
The enemy is eliminated
The enemy is myself.

Dear momThirteen years are far too long.
I think of your favorite song
and I sit here this day,
thinking what would be the best to say.

I miss you, more then most know.
I remember the way your eyes used to glow.
Waking up each morning, to the smell of coffee and smoke,
there you sat, in your morning cloak.

One day I will paint, I'll paint you in blue.
For you are my sky, that will always be true.
I think of the days filled with happiness and smiles,
the way you made us feel, could be seen for miles.

The little things I wish I remembered,
the way you laughed, what you would have worn in December.
How it felt to fall a sleep next to you,
but one day

wading in deeperI've never told you
about this fear
and it is proof of cowardice
how I dare speak of it
when you're not here
I've never put it into words
before, but maybe you've seen it
in the way I look at you
or silently plead for your hand
to hold
it says
please
don't leave me
alone
because you are
the most precious soul
and without you here
I forget how to breathe
and drown

SuicideIs like a bomb that's about to hit
A errie thought that takes over
When life get hard
We give up
Therefore it seems like death is the only answer
You wish your friends and family can stop you
But only you can stop yourself
Don't let negatively become a disease
You're stronger then that
Life will get better down the road
Is the truth but only so few can believe in so

LiveI'm Rio that needs a hero.

Take this knife out of my chest or leave me bleeding with out a bulletproof vest.

Am I a angel or a demon? something in me is emotional and hidden.

Somethings are unwritten and out spoken. A fire is in me.

Water calms the flames of rage. To much water kills the flame that is in a cage.

The bird still sings in it's tortured state of mind. Trying to find peace inside.

Peace is is wish for being so blind. Because peace is at his bedside.

Between the darkened heart and pent up rage. The sun is rising off the waves.

A new day rises another one sets. I'm letting go of this soulless regret.

This is for my own good

Love and trust are brokenLove and trust are broken
More times than restored
And leaves a person dead
But not blind
When you still fall in love and trust
Even though you’re broken
It’s probably just desperation
To keep away the bitter truth
The truth that says
Mutual love rarely does exist
When they do, it needs to come with trust
And the truth with trust is that
You can’t trust anybody
Without getting broken
Not even yourself

The Battle for SanityI’m struggling to keep sanity

Thanks to humanity

Every day is a battle

My head shakes like a rattle

Broken from the scars of this war that I see

I can barely make out who I used to be

As the days grow hotter

I melt to water
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What a Crock

by *AquaSeashells91, Feb 20, 2013, 6:28:21 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Urban & Spoken Word

Love at first sight, is it fake or is it real?
To me. it's really stupid, I don't get the appeal

Call me a skeptic, call me cynical
But "love at first sight" to me, is a bunch of bull.

How can you love someone you don't even know?
Are these people in reality? I don't know.

It may be attraction at first sight, it may be lust.
How can you know that the person you "love" is someone you can trust?

For all you know, that person could be crazy!
So it's better to not to be so hasty.

What a Crockby *AquaSeashells91

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Urban & Spoken Word

©2013 *AquaSeashells91

This was an old poem I wrote about 2 years ago. I was going through a bit of a tough phase. I was envious of those around me that had gotten into relationships the first two weeks of school while I had just broken up while under the gun. I felt awful. Like there was something wrong with me. I now realize what it was. I didn't want a relationship because I was interested in someone, but because I was feeling lonely and wanted to fit in. It took doing some stupid and even dangerous things to snap me out of it.

After going through all of that, it finally occurred to me that I need to have more confidence in myself and that I need to be happy on my own. It's like I mentioned before, after my breakup with my first ex last summer, I felt happy and free. I may have met the love of my life and he makes me incredibly happy, but I'm also happy with myself too.

DO NOT steal this poem!!

~xxxdude Feb 20, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

I am a firm believer in "I'd tap that at first sight"

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*AquaSeashells91 Feb 20, 2013

I know right? You've gotta get to know someone before you can say you love them

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~xxxdude Feb 20, 2013 Hobbyist Digital Artist

its the best thing for a marriage free relationship free life.

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*AquaSeashells91 Feb 20, 2013

It is

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